Hi peeps！

STPM TERM 3 ENDED!

Ya rabbits, I'm back to my blogging life. :) 

After left here for couple of years, I decided to continue my blog. Read back my post previously and they made me feel like, "AWWWMAAIIGOOSSHH! How can I publish so much of stupid things on my bloggggg? Why so CHILDISH?! Wtf!" 

However I swear I do not regret what I had done because it reflects a better maturity of mine now. One of the unique things that you can found from blogging is that we can reminisce back the special days that happened in our life in a clearer picture. You might forget few pieces of the memory, so blog it to keep all the mixed feelings. 

Besides, you can also see the psysically changes on yourself, so as I. See my previous photo posts and you'll know. My face was just sooooo round as a POTATOOOOOO! * I won't use the term "chubby" because chubby brings the feature of cute. Neither reflects on mine. * Thanks God that I look better now ! X.X 

I also found that there are so many grammar errors in my previous posts. *am not trying to say I am better now* I wonder if any readers teasing on my stupidness while reading my posts but well, whatever, people do have making wrong sometime. I will try to improve it and make my blog legible and also understandable.

Okay, back to my topic. Ya, just ended my STPM TERM 3. Seriously got battled by the stupid questions. Oklahhh, and also my stupid brain lahh. Lack of answering time, Hard question, complicated calculations, and the playing of terms really screwed me a lot. However, what's had already passed is past, I can't change it again. I really hope I could resit for the exam immediately right after the exam, why don't have this rule huh? I don't want to resit this term again because until that day I swear I already 100% forgot what I had learnt, and I have to suffer again to revise ALL! That's what I'm suffering now. So stressssss taooooo! 

Still have few weeks to go before I set free. Fight hard and I'm ready for scars and wounds. *i'm used to it. Imagine I had gone through this 3 times* 

Will be back here again very soon. :) 

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没烦恼咯！

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Hmm~ Is it too long for me to abandon my blog ? Ya! Indeed! I don't even hope it to happen, but still it was caused by some technical reason. That's my internet was having some stupid stuff! Ish!!! However, I can online as usual now! Weeeee~!!! o(^o^)o

The days without some blogging really really really agonize!! I wonder why, so much of crazy things happened on me! Harassment was the one!! I hate it!!! It makes me feel so persecute! And I hate those people asking me "WHY WHY WHY"!!! Is it there's a need to tell everything I did, and why I did? I'm not yours, until I'm your GF of something else~ and REMEMBER> YOU ARE ONLY MY FRIEND! A NORMAL FRIEND! Please! please don't even try to harass me with those kind of stupid method! You know, it was so DIGUSTING! * sry, i can't find any better word to describe you*

What I want, just a peaceful secondary life~ I wonder why I can had a happy moment while I was small last time, play happily, study happily, no stress no worriment~ How good that was! I wish I could find back my childhood life, but it is quite impossible to happen. Depressed~~U___U

These days are holiday. HOLIDAY? Hmm~ It should be a happy holiday for everyone, but, for me, BORED, LAME, MEANINGLESS. BORED with nothing can do since can't online and blogging, LAME with sms-ing with the bastard, MEANINGLESS with all-day sleeping and staring at the hp. =o=!!!

Dating? Ya, there's quite many dating waiting for me, but, is it possible for me to attend all of that? Dangerous may be the 1st issue. Second, I don't know them well. Third, hmmm~ I don't hope to go out with a stranger friend. Fourth, Fifth, Sixth.....* haven think out of them~but there's will be*

Friends? Ya, knew fews friends these days, and suffer from bankrupt--> money run out while my hp credit running out. I was so sure that I lost at least RM30+ for my hp credit! Arghhhhhhh!~~o(>o<)*o

Ok, that's was just a part of the feeling~

* TO BE CONTINUE~*

Simply life photos post~xD

That day, he spoiled my instant message in fb, unexpectedly. That was quite aroused my curiousity, because we seems like didn't contact each other for a few months. This was so obvious that he 'mou yi hei' la~ Don't want find me la~ Bad~ ( ignored it if you see this~ignore ignore!) Then, suddenly msn me. I was just like, " ??? ". I ignored everything, and chat with him lor~ I think you started to miss me already right? Lolz~(38~)

From our conservation, i found that he became more abnormal and perasan. I thought, " Is it you are the one I met 9 years ago???" hahha~ maybe you really changed a lot, who asked you go to MBS and suffered there? NO! I should say, why you train yourself become abnormal there?? Deserve~haha~Luckily you had changed your school now, if not, I can't imagine your condition now~><

You sms me and keep on zat-ing me until I'm going to split blood and got a big momentum to kill you~! You are too perasan liao~ Review yourself better la~Oiyo~=,= Somemore complaint that I 'mou yi hei', You lagi no loyal la~ zzz~ As your "wife" ah, I want xxx U , so that you can become more normal... Don't blame me but appeaciate for it ya~^.^ haha~

Have a rest, before continue the long journey.

世上，
有很多字可以无缘无故的诞生，
但是，
偏偏的，
就有个“情”字~
有“情”就算了，
但偏偏的，
又配了个“感”~
“感情”这两个字就这样
烦死你！

很多人以为，
它会让你渴望一切~
它会让你有甜蜜的滋味~
它会让你拥有美好的回忆~
它会让你有天长地久的约定~
（但是，最好别发梦了~）
如果你所谓的“感情”就是如此的话，
我想，
那不是“感情”~
那应该是叫“痴情”~

有人说，
人，往往失去后才懂得珍惜；
但，
我说，
人，有时候失去后才知道
不值得拥有~
难道不是吗？

忍一时，风平浪静；
退一步，海阔天空。
于是，
我退了一次又一次，
如今，
我退到了悬崖，
你告诉我，
我是否要继续吗？！
也许，
我掉下悬崖后，
一切才会平静，
一切才会从新开始。

Lame message for you all but important message for me

Today, we stayed back for the meeting of ping pong club. Actually we can leave straightaway after taking the attendance, but seems like our bus are going to leave, and we don't want chase bus like a 38,so we stayed anyway. Then they said "daddy" is with his X, my stepmother. We quickly rushed to him, but seems like 'daddy' has forgotten his daughters, left us behind and walked so fast. 'daddy', do you know your daughters were sobbing behind you? T_T Bad daddy~haizzz~ ooops~ we also have left Ann in the toilet. Sorry Ann~ I dance 'sorry sorry' for you~ wakakaa~XP 
Then Suddenly, leng said," Y~Y~tel me Y~ " my head appeared so many question marks~ together with Ann and Chee too~At last, I know what is she going to tell. : D  A quite lame message is going to notice me~
We walked a long journey, just to have our lunch at Maideen. But at there, only me and Ann ordered food. Why? 'Daddy' > meet his X, see her also full already.(no eye see~= =) Chee > sore throat, what also can't eat~ Xuan > her lunch is waiting for her in her house~ Leng > "I don't want~" she said. Me, my mother didn't cook for me~ so I have to settle myself lor~

Meet them just like meet bastard in a worst place in the world.

Do you know? This earth is full of unique  types of human. First and foremost, I had met two main types of people.

1. A human just like me, has a normal face, normal body, so on with a normal attitude.
2. A human unlike a normal human, neither a normal animal too. Without a normal attitude.


The 1st kind of people all are ♥my lovely friends♥ while the 2nd kind of people were those who always pestered or harass around me. This kind of people really can't imagine how worst they would be. I'm the one who anti this kind of people. You will found that they are crazy or frightening if you have meet them.
Remember a few days ago, I met this kind of person again. For me, I'm accustomed to seeing this kind of fellows. This time, crazier.
" Hai~" he sent me a message and disturb the Alice who was updating her blog.
As a courtesy girl, I replied with a " Hi~" too, and close his conservation, avoid my PC lag because of so many windows. I thought he wasn't sent any message to me again(a thinking which is too naive), but seems like he didn't...
"Do u hav bf?" This is the most hot questions that the boys like to ask. I wonder why, maybe I should find out one day. " Can I be ur bf?" This was the craziest question! How come a people will choose a girl who ever seen before as his partner? Everyone also knows that this was a joke! A bad joke! I tried to reject, and he said, " You wait me in canteen, I go to ur school to find u." OMG! I was so funk that he is serious. I wonder why he do like that, he just type " I love u". CRAZY!!! I tried to retard him, and I hope I won't see him next day in school. Luckily, he didn't come. Thank GOD!
This kind of person, I don't know how to describe. They are unlike human, neither animal. These are the creature called "BASTARD"!!!

~=_=~

这件事~
又告诉了B朋友 ~
在旁聆听的A朋友~
看见我说得那么开心~
觉得辛酸~
“怎么了？看开一点就好了啦~哈哈~”
我笑着说~
“宝云~你不可以这样~”
她们都这么说~
对，
我承认我是在逼我自己~
笑着说这件事~
表面上没事~
心里却对自己过意不去~

有句话：
[感觉再怎么重要，只不过是感觉；
想法在镇么重要，只不过是想法；
你不需要为了一只老鼠，把整栋房子都烧掉。]
所以，
我不需要把这件事看得那么严重~
否则，
自找烦恼吗？（得空没事做咩？）

我最近不知怎么了~
总是说自己笨~
其实，
自嘲就像跷跷板，
你在这头，对方在那头；
只要你压低自己这头，
那么对方那头就高了起来。
也许是这样吧，
她好像什么都敢来~
我服输~

她的一字一句，
我尝试不听进去~
可是，偏偏的~
一字一句都听得那么清晰~
她没把那件事说出来~
我也不想去多问，不想去理解~
至少我知道了~
我也知道，她想隐瞒。
为了掩盖一个洞，就不得不挖一个洞。
问题是，就算找个地洞钻进去，
尾巴还翘在半空中，
这不是很蠢吗？
这是你自己选的~

看得开的话，
你会这么想：
今天某见看来是得的事物，
可能种下明天失的因子，
相对来说；明天之失，也可能是后日之得。
（有没有很认同呢？）

大家都知道要[提得起]，
其实更重要的是[放得下]，
比[想得通]更重要的是要[想得开]。

我在朋友眼里，
也许是个悲观的小子~
可是，你知道吗，
悲观的人，总是绞尽脑汁要为自己找到痛苦的理由。
所以，
请不要让我为你而烦恼~
骚扰，已经是我最大的苦恼~
现在，
多了一个你，
我更是烦恼~
想放弃你，
却又觉得我太不争气~
所以，
我也不知如何是好~
你是否有个最坏的理由让我放弃你呢？

我知道，
只要我活得够久，
这件事始终会发生在我眼前~
作梦终究会醒来，
电影不管是悲剧还是喜剧，
都会有结束的时候，
我们人生何尝不是一样----一切都会过去的。 : D

today~

My daddy's quite good~

But good until quite crazy~

Bring us to KLANG in a EARLY MORNING~

ok lor~

what ever lar~

accompany them go lor~ so good girl am I~haha~

My brother didn't want to go~so stayed at home~

We have spent almost an hour of journey also haven reach yet~

so, me of coz will asleep in car lar~

at last~

We reached~

Saw a big big word~

"BANDAR BOTANIC"~the place which my cousin live~

we want to visit her~

but seems like she's still at the hometown~

so we went to the JUSCO BUKIT TINGGI~

Then, we had our lunch in BAR.B.Q.Plaza~

Ben and his Ribena Lemon~

looks like delicious leh~haha^3^

Szzzz~~~~

finish~

very black ady izzit?

but seems like still got the blacker~haha~^^

Then,

we went to Big Apple to buy donuts~^^

My favourite~^o^

one is missing! who took it?!

then,

I saw the MAPLE shop~the shop which my last school bag bought from the same shop~

Then I went in to buy a new bag if it is suitable for me~

then, I bought a new one~

BUT~~~

my new bag~

but, when i came back~

I only noticed that my bag full of SKULLS!!

haizz~~

the worst is, my mum told me about the skulls~

I really din realized about it~

no choice lar~

bought ady wor~

I miss my bag~ but, it is laying in the rubbish area~i think so~T_T

Bad Day~

Today,
the last school day before the CNY holidays start~
i thought it must be a GREAT GREAT day today~
But, unfortunately~
NO~
When I came to school in a early morning~
I quickly rushed to the library to finish my works~
Ya~here it is~
Library~the place where I get scolded by a #@!&% TEACHER~!!!
So BAD BAD LUCK~!!!
Early morning get scolded~
I conceded that, that was my fault~
But, you can't say that that was all my fault~
Don't you think you had the wrong also???!
Nevermind~forget about it~~

Then,
because of the library works~
Induced me to be late in my Physics class~
Before that,
I just praised the Physics teacher in front of my friend that she was a good teacher that won't scold us for nothing~
But,
when I came in the lab~
My other classmates, who are late also,and I were scolded that we didn't knock the door and greet the teacher~
so, she shouted angrily at us and ask us to go out again and knock the door before come in~
I followed her instruct~
but,
she said that she will record our names because of absenteeism from kelas~
I was so depressed~
When I had the seat,
my tears started to drop~
I controlled myself not to cry~
But, failed to do it~
I continue to cry~while the teacher still teaching in front there~with a BAD mood~
My friends looked at me and comfort me~
but, I still crying~
I knew that I cry not because of the punishment~
not because of the works in the library~
But,
seems like I cry for something~I wonder~

Then,
all over this day~
the scene in front of me seems like missing something~
I didn't see that thing today~
Upset~depressed~no mood~
My friends must know what am I thinking~
I don't want to be so unlucky~
PLEASE~~~

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After the recess,
We had the little celebration and performance in hall~
All 4Science2's gangs sit together~
4 SCIENCE 2!!! THE BEST!!!

The Smiley face with 2 dots dots was me~^^

Yeah~^^

Funniest + suprising show from 5S1???

Take 2~^^

4S2~
U know~
was the craziest class~(for me lar~)
keep shouting together in the hall~^o^
when seng yeong, bryan, joshua and gabriel were performing at the stage~
Shouted crazily~Lol
when Chee was performing the diabolo~
Shouted again~
but was after her performing~
because we were told ny Chee not to shout when she is performing~
if not~ will induce her to perform badly~haha~

The show was ended with the loudest "NEGARAKU" song~CRAZY~~~HIGH~~~

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We had prepare a SURPRISE for Chee~
She's going to birthday on next Monday~
But, we knew that it was impossible for us to celebrate her birthday on that day~
So, we decided to celebrate for her today~
We lied to her that we can't stayback today~
She really believed it~! Lol
Then,
The suprise is~~~~~
Shhhh~~~~
Don't tell u~
Secret~
I don't want to get scolded by her~~~haha~

Her Cake~

(sry ya Chee for can't attending your birthday celebration that moment~T_T)

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They ate cakes~ I ate this~TT

Because they ate already when they celebrated~

haha~ the cakes I bring back to home and eat lar~

the last photo of the day~^^

Today~
Originally stayback for finish the library works~
But, unluckily there was a meeting between the teachers in library~
so, i went to my cutest class and helped my dear dear to decorate the class~
Saw my 1st and 2nd dear were busy doing the decoration~
me and Leng went to help them~
help them???
actually I wonder what have I help them today~
I just know I entertained them with provided songs for them to sing~haha~
I played the songs with the loudest volume~
But,
another way, the door was opened big big also~
So DARE wor~haha~

My dear Jojo~^^

My dear XJ~^^

helping???

these are what they had done~^^

the hole between 4S1 and 4S2~

see? these are the red ants found in our class~

the ants path~

4S2!!!!! the BEST!!!

4S2 ROCKS~!!!

YeaH!!! see? Bao bao ah~me me~haha^^

peace~^^

yeah~^^

Dear~^^

me and my 2 dear dear~^^